I never realized what I did to you.

i saved him.
i had such a huge impact on his life.
i literally saved his life.
he's a better person because of me and he knows it.

he told me he'd moved to 5 different states to go to rehab. all because i told him to, two years ago. I said i couldn't love him if he did all that stuff. he's been clean for two years now. because of me.

i never knew i could influence someone so completely, so totally that they would change their lives just to see me happy.
isnt this what ive prayed for my whole life? to have a life-changing impact on someone? i've achieved that before the age of 20.

"well tell them i said that they got a good roomate on their hands that they shouldnt take for granted... someone whos "normal everyday" interactions with someone can change a life so their incredibly lucky to be living with someone like that"

he said that about me.
i've asked for someone perfect. i've asked for someone who wants me as much as i want them.
i've asked for all this... perfection. all i really needed to look for was imperfection. and all that imperfection made him perfect in my eyes.

"hey, call me caught in 2 year old thoughts and emotions and call me crazy but i feel like we havent missed a beat.
uk, as if were still on that bus back from state n talking all night."